The last day of July

Hey, I know this is my 1st post after church camp. 

I feel really different now. Well, I feel loved of course but there's this feeling of unwilling to let people to come in my life.

Actually, I'm not really sure how I feel or maybe what in my mind is. It's really different. Uh, I don't know. 

Life hasn't been so hesitating and so mixed up. The environment is changing drastically, too much. I'm supposed to be quite adaptive. Yeah, I'm but, when I stop at once. I just wake up and realise what's actually going on. 

I need to think, things go too quick and fast. It's already the last day of July. While looking back, my mind can't even recall anything that I've actually done. My mormories seem to have gone. Or maybe I'm just too busy to stop and look back. 

Exams is around the corner. I've already had known what God's been trying to tell me. That's to offer my life for God. I really have to do this, like seriously. I needa work hard! 

Changes in my life make me such a different person. I'm no longer that unfriendly and cold person. I feel weird and I'm weird. I don't know. Uh, I'm so random. 

31/07/2014