Learning

It's the time for me to blog again. 

Today's great, honestly! Before I went to school, my heart was full of hope and joy. I was quite sure that today would be a really great day. Even though there wasn't electric supply to our classroom, I had a fun time with my classmates, had bio class, then free periods and then add maths at Scout dent. They were all good:)

I thought I'd get really bad result for add maths, but not true, God gave me 72%! I'm so glad although I still think I didn't do well. I thank God for what I have and what I don't have. 

Marks sometimes bother me a lot. I keep asking myself to treat every test as a game so as to relax myself while doing any papers. I did it, and I didn't care much about tests like how I used to. 

My English teacher asked a question, 'What if one day you found out that you were an adopted child?' This question made me think about what I told Elisa last night. I'm a person who's carefree. I don't care about anything as I know what I encounter has already been planned by God and for everywhere I go, there'll always be a way. Therefore, my answer to the question is 'I'd still live my life like how I'm living right now!' and I'd give a pleasant smile for answering this question. 

I'm an odd person though. I'm not rigid, I'm too changeable. Sometimes, I don't even know why on earth I'm doing that particular work. I'm so funny, aren't I? 

Well, I don't think there'll be anyone who understands me well. Will there? Let me wait for it. I'm thinking of too many unecessary things. I have to learn to let everything go, the things that aren't for me. 

I love talking. 

I've just done my work at school for the Nature club thingy. The members who came were really committed. I love all of you:* without you guys, I couldn't imagine how I was to suffer from cleaning such a smelly and dirty store room. Your hardwork is so so appreciated:) 

I need to force myself hard now. Studying like a crazy person. I can't be so relaxed since I'm gonna face a very important exams which can probably affect my life. I must stand up, I have to do it for God. 

Things that I've learnt today:

a) Never ask why but how I'm gonna do this work

b) Treat every work as God's work and you'll do it joyfully

Pray for me, bye!

Emily

10/07/2014