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Hi. 

I had a really great time with my dad, my sister and my brother this morning as we went shopping and I bought some stuff. 

Well, I have a sense of remorse in my heart. I feel sorry, sorry to those who have done so much things for me, sorry to those who have spent their precious time on me. I just feel as if I've broken their heart. I tangled myself and let both us fall. 

I'm still living in my own world. I don't think about the others, everything that I say is always surrounds with the word 'I'. Too much, too much. 

I wish to start everything all over again. I'm too selfish, I only think of myself. I need God to heal me. 

I'm not sure whether anyone who reads this can understand what I'm trying to say. Anyway, anything, whatever. 

Bye

Emily 

05.06.2014