Hey, bro.

Had a photo shooting on one of my days. Model: Eric Pau, one of the fans of Newcastle United.

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Hey, people. I've been quite busy this year. School. Clubs. Homework. Tests. Studying. Chinese New Year. Shopping. Family. Friends. Socializing. Yeah, basically I've been doing all these. Everything seems fine though. 

If you're my friends, you've probably been told that I wanted to be an obstetrician. An obstetrician is a kind of doctor who takes care of pregnant women until they give birth to the children. I was very excited and looking forward to have a doctor's life. Seriously, I wanted to get a 'Dr' in front of my name. It's cool, isn't it? Yea, I love talking to people, that's why I planned to study medicine in the future. I want to interact with people around me so that I can try my very best to help them. Well, at that stage, I felt like a small sand, wanting to be a big rock. It seemed so impossible for me to achieve what everybody thought that was hard. It's true, honestly. I couldn't do it, could I? I don't think so at this moment. Although I have wanted to be volunteer in South Africa since last year, I kept telling myself that with God I can do anything, I even had a mind of sacrificing myself to the poorer world, to bless them, I still feel that God doesn't actually give me the potential of being a doctor. I mean, I'm not really good at Biology like how my friends are and I'm not a top student though I'm like top 20 in my form. I found myself better in mathematics and physics, so I decided to do something else. 

After that, I think of being a pilot. Yes, it's, a pilot who flies the airplane. I did research on it and it seems to be quite suitable for me. My standard and level may be okay to be a pilot. However, one shouldn't forget their interest and passion. I know it, so I think I can get a license for helicopter and go to South Africa to help the unfortunate. Before that, I suppose, I'd go to the UniSA to get a Bachelor of Aviation and do some training. It might be great for my life, you know? Everything might be different and trilling. I may be enjoying my life to the fullest. Oh, man, I forget about my God? No, I should be serving in His home as well. Like continue reading the bible and offering myself to visit the hospitals, maybe. Pilot, huh? It sounds really cool. Flying here and there. I'm a brave person, I think, I'm willing to try so many things, aren't I? So, I told my dad about it and he gave me a very disappointed answer. He doesn't think that being a pilot suits me well. I'm such an anxious type of creature, huh? I'll mess up everything and people will probably die because of me, things may not be as easy as I think. Yeah, it's right. 

Having so many ambitions and dreams seems so fun to everyone at my age. Everybody is talking about it and I'm so ambitious. Encouragement from parents is definitely important to me. Dad, could you please not to suggest me to be a mechanical engineer? May I choose something that I like? May I have my life that I think I'd have? Or you're right that I'm not suitable for jobs that require such a big responsibility? I still have a year to think about it. I believe God'll give me the best answer after all. Let me be hardworking and aim a beautiful results for my SPM. Oh yea, pray for me, kay? 

Emily
07-02-2014