I just came back from futsal. It was kinda great but I still felt so stupid. Anyway, sweating was so great! I love it, 3 hours, that was a lot, wasn't it?
So I've been trying to be more friendly and outspoken. I'm learning to be a person like that. I wanna be more outstanding. Eventually, I find myself so fake sometimes. I'm not even sure whether I'm real or fake. I don't know.
The feeling in my heart is too much that it might flows out some other day. I wish I could be a real person, the really real person who could just say anything. I'm just a failure sometimes. Words that're not same as the actions.
I'm trying hard to do this and that. I can't. I don't surrender things to God. I don't wanna say much, I feel tired now.
Bye
Emily
15/07/2014
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