I'm thinking of the thing that I'm afraid of the most. My answer is loneliness.
I'm scared of being alone. Not doing stuff by my own that kinda alone but the loneliness that God doesn't want me to be His child. If that really happened, I would be in a total death. I can't think more than that, that's already trerribly bad. I can't bear with it.
I've been wasting my time doing something stupid as well. I don't know, maybe I'm just too stupid to do what smart people do. Oh well, it's good to be a stupid person sometimes. I really like talking. I can just talk about anything that you can think of. I like sharing testimonies that God's done on my life. Too much. Too blessed.
A new number for contacting with other people is great enough for my current life.
I ultimately get what I've always wended to. I don't like showing off, I'm the kind of person who wants people to know me as they really want to know. I'm not sure whether you get what I mean. I feel like rambling.
Alright, I have to get up and start studying chemistry. I must put in my whole effort. God's there with me. He definitely is. His plan is too unpredictably amazing.
I don't say I like anyone as I'd rather act it out how I love people. Seriously, I'm honest.
P/s: I don't like people who like the others just b'cause they look good.
Bye,
Emily
01/07/2014
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