Uncontrollable

I feel helpless right now. I know the what the whole thing is happening. But people just shut their ears and refuse to listen to me. Stubborn, too stubborn.

I don't know how to react. Suicidal seems so contagious. Ahh, please... DON'T

I'm so speechless. Maybe they just need silence. Everyone just want to let their feelings flow out and don't want to accept anything. Well, that's my family:(

I wanna do what I should do right now. I needa talk to my mum, I think she's the one who can talk with. You know...

Too many maybes, decisions and stuff...

No one I can tell, I have nobody. Only God, He's the only one. I thought He'd place somebody to talk to me, but no. Okay, that's alright. God's enough for me.

*sigh*