I did lots of unecessary work in school today. It was really tiring, walking here and there. I was the main photographer for Hari Koperasi, it wasn't a fun job although I like taking photos.
I was really down, people call that emo. I wasn't in a really good mood b'cause I've been trying to play a physiological game with both my parents. I wanna be a good student who is disciplined, has good grades and stuff and stuff. I wanna get an iPhone.
Well, I'll be staying in school for the whole day for the next 4 days, running, decorating and some more things. You know, Sport's Day is coming and I have so much work to do. Uh, I have monthly test on this coming Saturday. Can I bear with it? Because I desperately want a phone, I'll definitely strive hard to get what I want. I'm kinda bad, huh?
Till today, I've got the results for 7 out of 10 of my subjects. I can't say it was bad but neither Xin I say it was good. I got 1A+, 1A, 4A- and 1B+. It was bad that 1 got 74 for my moral subject which gave my my first B+. Haiz, A-, I can't complain anymore, I didn't really study for it, did I? No:( I was so stressed out that I told Elisa that I gave up during the exam time. Sacarstically, I was a 'good' student. Okay, good game.
I have to finish Add maths homework by today, finish my history revision by today. I gotta work extremely hard now. It's a new game, I don't wanna lose. Oh yeah, I have to practise singing my church choir song, I hope I can sing it well, though I'm not very sure whether I'm a soprano.
Kay, I'm hungry, it's diner time. Oh, before I forget, I've started prohibiting myself to go online. No Facebook starting from today. I'm lazy to care about people in school. Dad, can you buy me an iPhone 5c?
Do I deserve it? Not really, I need to work hard to prove that I'm not a waste.
I have to read the bible. I'm afraid that I've gone lost.
Emily
16/06/2014
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