Me, people in the world always mention 'I' almost every moment. The first thing that we think is always ourselves. This is clear that we're kinda self-centered, aren't we?
Well, I'm gonna share something that's in my mind. Uh, from my appearance, I mean, from what I present to people is that Emily is a girl who's out of fashion, rigid, serious (maybe), muscular (I feel) and boyish. True, I somehow agree with all these. I'm sure that I'm not like the other people who're at my age. I can hardly talk to them with my 'rigid' opinions and 'unfashionable' acts.
The world is created by God. I'm a creation of God. I'm learning to surrender everything to Him. It's hard, really, really hard, but not impossible! I'm trying. I don't let the voice of desire in my body speak out, I needa learn to control, control my mind and my body. I can't let everything go on my way, I have to follow Jesus, obey to God and have peace in my heart.
Truly, I'm trying to be a good testimony of God. God is too great, he's so unlimited! Hallelujah:) The peace in my mind makes me feel like I'd choose a tougher life, yeah, what I mean by it is to be a doctor (maybe a surgeon). I'm keen on it but not really good at it, honestly. E&E engineer would be a better choice for me, you know? My brain is so mathematical that it loves hard and logic mathematic question so, so much. Well, I' still thinking about my future carrier. If you're reading this, you can probably give me some advice so that I can consider it.
Oh yeah, during this holidays, I don't feel like doing anything. Being lazy everyday:( but, I go for jogging every evening, from 6 laps, I managed to add more 2 laps. 'I can run 2.4km without rest!' Well, but I still look fat, not 'look' but 'am' FAT. Shh, my BMI is 19.3. High density huh? Who cares? *sobbing*
Okay, that doesn't bother me much, actually. I'm not a anorexia sufferer, I feel definitely thankful and I enjoy any food that is eligible (even it's not delicious!)
Needa do my add maths project and write an essay now. 5 more essays to go. *stressed*
Love,
Emily
05.06.2014
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