Truth

Jesus is the way, truth and life. 

Today, I'm gonna to share about truth. Before that, what do you know about truth? 

I'm here to tell you that truth is righteous. Amen? Now, I'm confessing myself, to my readers.

The first fact is, I don't own a phone. Haha, how can it be? Why don't you parents let you have one? Or, Don't you have money? Are you poor? OhMyGosh, why are you so old-fashioned? You may ask all these questions, mayn't you? Well, I'd like to say that I don't have one as I don't think I deserve one. I do want one but I feel like wasting money and time. I think, it's not the right time for me to have something that's so expensive or so high-tech. I'm being so old, right? However, sometimes I need it, I mean I really need it to contact my friends so as to do my work. Uh, life is not all about myself, there're the others who're living around you. The most important thing is that I have to build a good relationship with each and everyone of them. In this world, how can I not to have phone but to talk with them? I feel helpless... Okay, that's not a big deal. I'm still alive without a phone, a mobile phone. That's quite great, isn't it? Although I don't like to tell my friends that I don't have one, my life is still as amazing as God's plan. I'm sufficed though. There's someone who was talking with me via my mum's phone. I like talking, to be honest, haha. So you might think I'd have told the person that I haven't even owned a phone. But I haven't:( I feel sad sometimes, I feel like being a hypocrite, sad... 

Honestly, I'm a busy-body who always makes people's lives hard. Sorry to those who I've hurt, really sorry. I don't wish to have gossiped things about you,  but I did it. I'm currently changing myself to be a person who's favourited by God. I'll try my very best not to say anything about you, kay? Don't be angry. Another thing is that I'm easily get jealous. This means I'm not sufficed with what God's given to me. Always, due to jealousy, I hate people. That's very bad, you know. As a Christian, my responsibility is to love people but I don't do my job. *Feeling failed:O Well, I believe God still gives me chances to correct myself by reading his words and to change myself, to love people. I'm learning, are you?

The next thing is I'm very old but naive. Haha, I dress to be very old man, yea man. People might not like me, I guess. I'm not being like a person who I'd be. Well, those who don't like me because of my appearance, I think you're too realistic. Don't ever judge anyone, kay? I'm telling myself-.- Actually, I have a thought of making myself a very fashionable person but I can't make it b'cause I'm that real, I'm really old... There're still somebody who like me in a way that he or she truly loves me b'cause of my personality. Oh yea, I'm looking for people like that. It doesn't mean I ignore people who don't like me, who judge me. I mean I'm trying my best to love as when I feel bad, I pray to God so as to behave well or to love people who make me feel bad. 

There're still something I have to confess but my brain is now shutting down and I'm gonna to have my dinner which is cooked by my 2nd sis. I'm truly blessed and thankful. Pray before I eat, haha.

With love, 

Emily

1/11/2013