7 months of my life.

Ahlo, my readers, how do you feel right now?

The title for today's post is 7 months of my life. You must be wondering what it's about for the 7 months. Indeed, it was really an unforgettable-7-month period. 

On the 12th of March 2013, it was my birthday. You may think that I'd be celebrating it and having a day off. But no, nothing like that happened on that particular day. I was told to wake up in the early morning and meet somebody in the school. I can still clearly remember what happened on that day, the day when I started my first step of participating in this wasting-time, uneasy, hard, tough, silly yet fun and educational project. It made a very significant mark in my form 4 life. It sounded crazy. 

The journey of doing each and every part of the project was really killing me. The obstacles like designing T-shirt for the whole day, unwilling-to-do teammates, stressful teachers and mocking form the others were seriously making my year so interesting, yea it was interesting. Uh, my brain cells were killed for these kinds of stupid reason. Oh well... 

The project was called Zero Food Waste project which I had to handle so many unwanted, smelly and disgusting stuff. They made me strong though. The way that I treated my teammates was really bad and mean, I felt so sorry for them. I just couldn't control my anger and my emotion. Glory to the God, I analysed my wrong and started learning to control myself. 

The project ruined my exam results, I feel so sad and disappointed. It took me so long to recover my beautiful result, I'm still recovering, for your information. The friendship of me and my friend was getting so much further, that was how work making everyone have no feelings. It's another sad thing. But, I'm learning to retain this precious relationship, trying my best to love my enemies. I need prayers, I need God to help me throughout these moment. #ieasilygetangry

The thing came to the end yesterday, it was a total of 7 months, I've changed. I cut my hair and changed my style. I started to think more deeply and pray before making any decisions. I've grown older, throughout these days, the days that I won't forget in my life. 

Out of 39 schools, my team won the 1st runner-up. We were awesome although we did quite a lot of cheating here and there. The maths questions that the organiser kept giving, I felt like being scolded everytime. Fine, let the past by past, I don't have to think about it anymore. It'll only be a part of my memory. 

We were the best, FROGGIE TEAM. 

Emily xx

13/11/2013