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Hello!

There are a lot of things that I've learnt this week.

I went for maths marathon yesterday. I was extremely nervous, couldn't perform well. I didn't even try my best to do all. I know it should be quite okay for me since I had been trainin for a month. So I was kinda disappointed with myself. Yeah that is so bad. But I think God wanted me to think of something and to remember that EVEN THOUGH THERE ARE SO MANY PEOPLE SMARTER THAN YOU IN THE WORLD, THEY CAN NEVER INHIBIT YOU TO YOUR PASSION.

I'll work hard for one more month. I have to be sure that what I'm doing is for God. No more competition, it's too weird, you know. Uh, sometimes people just like to compare. They wanna win, for the sake of making themselves feel more confident. It's not a good idea. Sigh.

Oh right, my history study is terribly bad. Especially when I do all the objective questions, I can't do well. Uh, I feel so regretful.

Okay, I should go back and study now. I think I'll have to move to Australia next year. I'll definitely miss the people here even though I feel happy to have a new life there. You know, the feeling that you just wanna leave the place that has been giving you all the bad memories that you don't even wanna think more about it.

To be honest, I forgot what's happened in the past few months, everything happened so quickly. Came and went. Too many things. Down.

Well, bye. Till I blog again.

Emily
02/10/2014