Trust

Hello.

Oh yeah, today is a Tuesday. I did.nothing today. We'll, to me, practicing Add maths is kinda lame and boring. I have nothing much to say.

For all times, I just want to go somewhere else. Yeap, I can't stay here anymore. Gradually, I find that this place is really unsuitable for me.

I moved here when I was 11 years old. At that time, I couldn't help longing about my past. They were too memorable to be recalled. Till last year, I think, I felt as if I hated to go back to Bintulu because of the people there. They were and are too cold to be interact with. Since then, I started appreciating living in PJ.

This year, I feel so scared to go out. I mean, I don't think it's scary but no one can ever be trusted. People just think about themselves. Who cares what you do? You want to ruin your life? Just go ahead and no one will be telling you to value your life. This is terrible. At once, my friend told me, HUMANS ARE NEVER CIVILIZED. I would just laugh. It sounded so sarcastic.

That's why I don't have a really good friend here. No one can talk truth to me. They just like to compete, like to cheat, like to protect themselves and not to let anyone come to their lives. There are all kinds of people. But, there's a similarity, that's being so inactively and passively to help people. I have no idea who froze their tiny little hearts.

I feel so sleepy now. Good night. I blog when I feel like. I'll continue to burn!

Bye.

Emily
07/10/2014