Blind

Let me take a break.

I just came back from the church. Today's preaching was good, I know a lot of things. Not only we need to be rational, we have to have feelinga or emotions that can feel how people feel. I totally agree with this!

So yeah, people are too cold nowadays, even I become a cold person. Burning, heating, boiling! I gotta burn myself! Placing yourself in others' shoes is definitely hard. I can hardly do that, but I'm trying. I wish I could be a person who knows how to understand how people feel instead of thinking of what I love.

Back to studying, I have no idea what to study at this state, it seems I can't do much. I just keep doing exercise and memorizing all the answers at the back. This really works for most of the time. I wish to get one more time of straight As. I'm trying, uh, I feel like slacking though. I don't have much momentum.

Studying in Australia or KL? I pray that I can get the scholarship for Adelaide's one. Yeah, being blind and let God lead me is probably the best idea to decide where to go.

Bye, continue to do my work.

Emily
05/10/2014