I woke up at 9am today, it was really late for a person who used to wake up early in the morning. But this is not a big deal, I suppose, since I don't have anywhere to go today. Staying at home and studying Physics might be a good way to spend my time instead of going out for shopping to spend my dad's money.
Oh well, this school holidays is a summer holidays, for me. It's only been a month long since it started and I already couldn't wait to go back to my school and start my Form 5 syllabus. I love studying and a little stress from the exams, I'm so used to them I can say, though I hate sitting for BM papers.
The excitement of going to Australia is very, very high in my blood. I do really wanna fly right now. I like Australia, honestly, it is a great place despite the dry air. I may live their education system and also their government. If I'm not mistaken, they have a good system to reduce the environmental bad impact, it's really cool. Yea, they don't have BM in their syllabus for sure and that may be the reason of why I say I might be fond of the education system. I'm not trying to tell you how much I hate BM, it's just I'm not keen on it, that's all.
Before visiting Australia this year end, I'll be back to my hometown. It'll be a really short visit to Bintulu. I do miss it very much, the food, the place and the people. I like the noodles and a kind of cake that Foo Chow people make, they're divine! I think it's great for me not to stay in my hometown now, b'cause I'd get fat, really fat if I was there all the time. I miss my grandpa, grandma and my grandmum, my grandpa is a bit traditional but not 'that' powerfully traditional. I love him, he's a handsome and cool man that I've seen. No one could be better than him, not even my dad. Haha, my grandmum is a cute girl, she's slightly fat as she likes to eat. Oh, I wanna go back.
It seems I don't like Petaling Jaya, huh? Not really, I have friends and intimate here. They're quite nice, I rate. I say, I love buying things, I'm a crazy buyer or a mad shopper, I always spend my dad's money like hell, ah, I just can't help myself. That's why I'm so hardworking now, so that I won't be penniless in the future and can spend as much as I want. No, that shouldn't be a Christian's life. I study hard not for myself but for God. I wanna serve The Lord and his people. I look forward to this life!
It's been raining for some days. Lots of places in Malaysia are flooded. Many of the people are homeless and some of them died in this tragic disaster. I can only pray for them at this stage, I don't have any power to heal any of the pity ones. Let's pray.
I read a book yesterday- THE ORPHANS CHOIR. It's spooky but interesting, the author is so creative. I wish I were a creative person as I could write so many good passages or essays, just to express myself or describe something. It's cool to have such a great blessing from God. Oh well, it's just a dream. I'm sufficed for what I have haha, I have a brain that likes to solve add maths questions and lots of calculations. Glory to the God as He's done this for me. *peace
I'm expressing myself with this blog, I just wanna make this my diary, I'm afraid of losing my memory actually. I don't know why, I just wanna keep what happens in my life a piece of something in my brain. It maybe why I like taking photos all the time. So, yea, don't blame me if I keep taking photos of you or asking you to be my model, maybe I don't wanna forget that moment and you. Feel honored huh? Haha, forget about it.
I love to share instead of saying I love to talk. I just wanna let people know what I think, I just wanna let them feel how I feel. However, most of the time, I make people feel uncomfortable, I think. Well, I'm learning to be a better person, a human that God likes. In fact, I'm reading some books that teach me how to think and act as a real Christian, a real living creature on the earth.
I'm going to have my lunch now, a bowl of green bean soup cooked by my lovely dad. Before I end my sharing, I may be watching the catching fire on the last day of it being on screen, wish to watch the frozen as well.
Emily
07-12-2013
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