Cool day

Hey, how do you feel? Must be great, right? Yea, I sound so happy and glad. Indeed, I'm. Due to the fact that I wrote a super long post before this, so I might keep this post as short as possible. 

I just went to 1 Utama with my mum, sister and brother this morning. Before we were off to there, we had breakfast together, we didn't spend a great time there b'cause my brother didn't seem to be in a good mood. Also, my mum was really unhappy about his 'black face'. I tried my best to cheer both of them up, well, it didn't turn well though. 

We were then off to the shopping mall. I told my mum and sister that I wouldn't buy anything even if I did really wanna. I wished I wouldn't spend a single sen. I had this thought as I'm a person who's always out of control when I feel like buying any stuff that I like, I'm a little bit crazy, haha. It ended up I bought 3 pairs of colourful socks, they're quite nice and cheap. Okay, I was failed to control myself (That was a big deal, really big one). 

If you notice, you'd have seen my title of this post is cool day. I feel that the coldness of the weather today and the coldness of my family members today are actually the same. It wasn't harmony, I couldn't feel much love that they gave to each other, like mum and sister. They were (and are) just too cool to each other, so terrible. I thought both of them were supposed to be more understanding and more caring. They shouldn't be like this, I mean, behaving in a bad way, too bad. 

I need to warm them up like how I warm myself before training (home training for my whole body, so that I'll be strong and muscular enough). I pray that God'll work for our relationships. We have to love each other, no hatred! Seriously, I have to break the ice, let them know that God wants everyone to love. 

That's all for today! I'm going back to my hometown Bintulu for 4 days, I miss my grandpapa, grandmama and grandmum. They're just too lovely to me, I wanna take photos (I'm the best photographer, oh man, I'm being boastful, well, I mean I'm thankful that God made me an okay photographer). Then, I'm going to Adelaide and Sydney (for the 2nd time:P) on Christmas Day. Australia, here I come. I wish that 7 of us would be closer to each other and spend a great holiday together. 

Emily
09-12-2013