I don't know what I wanna talk about. It's just a recent update.
I've tried my best to study as hard as possible, but I still feel the emptiness in my brain. I guess, I didn't work hard enough. I'm really bad at memorising things.
Maths and science are both interesting! They sort of explain what I wanna know. But sometimes, I just get really irritated about the fact that they don't specifically explain something. Yeah, they're not deep enough to let me understand how things work.
I stopped all my co-curricular activities, including playing the piano. I feel sad that I won't be learning something new throughout the exams season. It's more relaxing, to be honest. Studying is a great fun. You don't have to think about some other frustrating stuff. All you have to do is to focus.
I'm so so so looking forward to going to college and retaking up my hobbies. I wanna do so many things. I really wish that I could do things that I enjoy. Photography, playing the piano and singing.
I feel weak a lot of time. My English is really bad. I feel that my dream/passion is miles away from me. I don't wanna accept the fact that I couldn't do it. Instead, I work harder to make it real. I know, when God's plan goes that way, my life goes that way. I believe that with faith, I will always have a way. Nothing could stumble me down.
History and physics are left subjects that haven't been tested. I'm trying hard in memorising history. All the names and stuff, I feel strong. I think I won't be puffin much effort on Physcis, since I really love to count. Maybe just a glance for all the chapters.
My heart is still burning. It's been a month since I closed Istagram. I seldom went Facebook as well. It was like 10 days ago when I last logged in. It's good to live without social websites. You're in a total free!
Bye!
Emily
30/08/2014
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