Remember who you are

Today's Monday. 

Yesterday...

It was a youth Sunday, things were being so exciting. Everyone was preparing in the sub-sanctuary an hour before it started. 

Honestly, I wasn't very scared or nervous even though I had a little fear of getting wrong. I told myself, 'God's always with me, and I'm serving myself for Him and I'll only be facing brothers and sisters in Christ who accept me.' Then, with lots of encourages from my bro and sis in Christ, I was brave enough to face a few hundreds of people. 

Being the chairperson was definitely fun. I escaped from dancing as I was terribly bad at it. However, I had to sing songs with my weird voice. Alright, everything has gone through smoothly in God. Hallelujah! 

Today...

I felt really lazy and tired to go to school as I stayed up late last night ( I forced myself to at least study a few pages of History). I don't like going to school lately as I have no mood to study in school, I rather choose to talk to my friends. I love talking. 

Things were all great until moral lesson. It was about to kill me when Elisa got chosen and couldn't say the definition of one of the moral values out. I was shivering and scared of her being so nervous, she was going mad soon, I could feel it. Maybe it would be okay, I think. However, her tears then streamed down and she weaped. I felt totally helpless. 

It was really a small matter. Nothing much about writing the definition out for 50 times. I know it's a lot but you won't die because of that and you won't lose anyone just because of it. Well, she was being extremely emotional and drew everyone's attention. 

I couldn't stand it. I know I never understand how she feels but the only thing she has to know is who she is. She's the child of God whom is asked to be the salt and light. And what she's done makes people think badly about Christ. I realised how important one's testimony is to make others believe in God. 

I'm sleepy right now. Let me take a nap and then start studying later. Bye. 

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Emily

18/08/2014