Great

'I'm great!' 

I say this sentence for everyday, nothing could be greater than God. The days that I've been through were too blessed. I feel the love from God of how his blessings work on me every single day. I can hardly describe it with words as the grace from God is definitely more than what God's done on me. Far too much. 

Indeed, my days are full of ups and downs. Lots of things don't really go how I think they should be, like I always wanted to get good marks without putting any efforts, but it always turned out that I got disappointing results. Though I'd still smile after getting the results. I've learnt to accept what the things be how it should be. Like when you're to die because the time comes, you have to go. There's no way for you to escape, you must go. Up to this point, we can clearly know that everyone has sins and have our bodies died for it. 

I had a chat with my moral study teacher, she's a Malay who believes in her God. The way she believes is really faithfully, but sadly, she doesn't know who's the real God. Anyway, she told me about her opinion on how life and death is. Then, I found that she's got the same thinking as me. I was kind of impressed when I heard about it. The only thing we can do to deal with death is to have faith in God. Believing that Jesus surely saves us. So, to live on the earth we have to complete our mission, that's to bring people all over the world to Christ. I wanna do this for my entire whole life, just for God.

Lately, I'm very busy about studying and stuff. I have too much work to do, skipping classes and tonnes of homework just come too naturally to me. I have not much time left to study all the subjects. However, I'm trying my best to cope with all these tiring work. They're killing me. Well, but I still feel thankful, especially after finishing each task, because I'm still alive not feeling like dying at all. Yeah, being grateful makes all things great, doesn't it? 

Now, I'm learning to love everyone I encounter. I tell the truth in love. For instance, one of my friends, Kean Hua, he asked me to lend him my camera. Reluctance overwhelmed my mind and heart, I opened my mouth and told him that I couldn't. He then asked me for the reason, I was sort of thinking very hard of why I couldn't let him. I asked myself if I was being biased, or anything. Well, I felt lazy at that time, not willing to go where he would go, so I couldn't 'protect' my camera. Therefore, I didn't let, because I didn't trust him. I didn't want any accidents to happen, you know? 

I have nothing much to tell now, feel so hungry and sleepy. I gotta work harder later, read the bible, use my time to the fullest, so as to glorify God. 

Pray for me, lots of love,

Emily

02/04/2014