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This week is definitely a busy week. 

I can hardly find anytime for sitting there day-dreaming or thinking about random stuffs. Well, I don't actually do them in my life. Okay, anyway, I just wanna say I have got not much time to enjoy. 

I have got to stay back everyday, except for today! I thank God for giving me a day to break and take a rest and write this post. His planning is perfect. 

This week is said to be the last of the year. I had my last singing in the choir for this year, my last duty for photography, my last post in Intagram for this year. I did all these for the coming soon public exam. It's sorta a really important examination for me. It probably affects my life. 

Studying life is good sometimes. I'm really satisfied when I'm done with all the chapters. Through the tests and exams, you can experience what God's done on you. I don't think I'll miss my secondary school life but certainly I'll like to recall all the moments.

I WISH MY LITTLE FIRE COULD MELT THEIR FREEZING HEARTS. 

This is my recent status. I'm trying extremely hard to be responsible and helpful. I wanna be the salt and light that God wants me to be. People are too cold to everything. They seem to be not a part of the world. Yeah, I agree that we're not for the world but God's given the task for us to rule the world and modify it! We have to do it, don't be selfish! Hinder yourself from self-centre. 

I'm really sick of people who act like not their responsibility to help the others. For instance, keeping the school clean, erasing the whiteboard, helping your friends to keep their book, giving people way to go and showing your lovely smiles to everyone that you meet. These are what humans are supposed to do. 

I feel sad for the world. But then, I'm positive, their icy hearts will be melted. I'll not let my fire burn out. 

Okay, I'll have to do my work now. There will be Japanese students visiting my school tomorrow. I'll have to take photos till 3pm. It'll be my last duty as I mentioned before. Also, tomorrow will be my last meeting for Nature Club. I'm no longer the president of it. Good bye:*

Pray for me. 

Emily

06/08/2014

The mission

Today's another great day! 

Hello! I'm gonna talk about what I've seen and learnt today. 

So, yeah, basically, I went to church early in the morning as Elisa had dance practice today. I planned to study a little history at the church but well, it failed. I was so distracted by their performance and stuff like that. It was really meaningful though. A person without a phone is meant to be laughed by the others. That's terribly bad! Materialistic stuff makes one become so sinful. Yeah, I mean the performance, it brought up such a good sarcasm for people nowadays. 

Well, I was alone watching them practising (b'cause I'll be the chairman on that day). I thank God that I don't have to dance, to be honest, I'm really bad at dancing. I still remember how idiotic I was when I danced last year. Okay, I'm not stupid, what I mean is my gift do talent is not dancing. I don't wanna spoil everything. 

The ability to sing and talk is a great gift from God. I can sing! I love singing alto, soprano is also quite fun. Well, I feel so sad that I can't join the choir this year. The most sorrowful thing is that my parents don't encourage me to join choir! I really pray that they'll one day know the meaning of living on the earth. 

Alright, I have to start studying! History here I come. I wanna digest you till there's an A+ for you in my SPM cert. 

Kay, bye! XO

Emily

03/08/2014

Burning

Hey, it's time for blogging again. 

I'm just about to finish my English homework. Things are kinda great today! 

I bought a pair fipper slippers. It's turquoise in colour and I love it! I love colourful stuff. It costs me RM 14 something. I shouldn't be spending much now as I've actually promised to live a simple life. I'm trying, uh, thank God I didn't buy the black skirt. I cannot spend too much. 

By the way, I eat a lot. My weight gained so much since last year. I kinda don't care about it but I don't like looking fat. Anyway, I still can't resist the desire of eating food. I should fast and pray so that I'm not tempted by things in the world such as FOOD. Oh well, this is quite a serious issue, I'm easily tempted. Sad...

Just to update my current status. I'm so stressed out for exams. I'm sure that I'll go for medicine and I needa study extremely hard. A- and B+ can't bring me far. I have to do more. Well, don't aim to be the best but always do my best! God is great. #everythingthatidoisforgod

I stopped choir, club and Instagram. My time is more for studying now. I've done lots of stuff just to control myself form being tempted. I don't wanna waste time since it's the limiting factor. 

Before school starts, I should read up history and maybe revise some maths. I really hope to get rid of Maths, Chemistry, Moral and Chinese as soon as possible. After these four are done, I'll have an intense training. I keep reminding myself that I'm studying for God, not for myself. Joyful while studying, joyful while serving The Lord. 

I kinda in love with singing Alto. It's hard to get the key and stuff like that, though. The most important thing is the attitude of singing. Am I singing to show off? Or am I singing to praise The Lord? The main purpose must be considered every time when anyone is serving The Lord. 

I won't be online on Facebook. But then, you can still message me or contact me with phone. (Get my phone number 😗) 

Bye. 

I'M STRONG WITH GOD IN MY HEART. HE'S MY CORNER STONE. AMEN

Emily

02/08/2014

The 1st of August

After a long night sleep. I'm finally awake. 

Indeed, things happen in unpredictable ways. Time flies as fast as how gas particles diffuse and collide randomly. Okay, too much science. Yeah, it's really quick and till now I finally recall what I've actually done for the past few months. 

January- I was extremely busy about studying. I remember, I wished to score to get really high marks. 

February- Chinese New Year and I got back to hometown. I had a really sad and bad experience, I saw how people classified ones just because they thought you were not holy enough. Enough, you're not a special one, we're all human beings who are created by God and have sins. 

March- Monthly test and Birthday. I strived really hard and I got 9 mixed As except BM for a C. I was so satisfied and b'cause study life was hard. Then, I remember my classmates celebrated my birthday. I love them. 

April- The most significant thing in this month would be photography. I helped my classmates to take photos for school magazine. I enjoyed shooting with them, they were just like children. 

May- Having mid-term exams and I was totally stressed out. I told my mum that I didn't wanna study the day before each subject. Of course I got really dissaponiting marks. I felt so far from going into a medical school. 

June- Holidays and I spent my weeks reading the Chinese trilogy. It was great. But then I had a really hard time when school started. I needa study and do decorations for Blue house at the same time. I fell sick once because of not enough sleep and I forced to go home during school time. I cried once at night, and my good friend kind of encouraged me. I will never forget about that night. Also, I joined church choir and had lots of fun. 

July- Monthly test again, it was like so soon. I didn't prepare much. So most of my results were B+. Sorry, I know I'm too career minded, but then I really have to take much care of it since I'm sure to be a doctor next time. Then church choir stuff made me kinda busy and couldn't manage to do my English homework. Okay, that's okay. Well, then I had church camp and God told me something very in-obviously which was to do healing job int the future.

August- Today, the M10 starts. I'm actually very afraid of it. I don't know if I can wake up that early to read the bible and think and pray. Well, don't worry too much. My goal of the month, finish all the syllabus and read the bible everyday. Discipline is so greatly needed! 

I have strength, He's my corner stone. 

Bye

Emily

01/08/2014